Marah

Semalam aku marah
Perasaan marah yang jarang aku rasa.

Masih tinggalkan aku untuk berfikir.

Aku hanya senyap
Aku tidak mampu senyum pun
Aku tidak mampu untuk melihat ke dalam mata sesiapa pun
Aku berfikir tanpa henti
Aku cuba analisis situasi yang aku hadapi

Jangan tegur aku kalau aku marah
Aku akan menyumpah sahaja

Mungkin kamu boleh minta maaf
Namun bersedia sahaja, akan ada kata pedas yang aku balas
Lagi pun, kalau kamu yang bangkitkan marah
Memang kata-kata aku pedas untuk kamu

Semalam petang aku pun bincang dengan kawan aku
Analisis balik
Sebab dia tak berani nak tanya kenapa aku marah

Bila aku cerita,
She told me,
That I was right to be angry, in THAT situation

It’s a matter of privacy, guys.

You should know better.

Bila Rindu.

Mula teringat semua, yang sedih, yang manis.

Perasaan yang tak best ini datang lagi.
Sampai dah malas mahu percaya lagi.
Intuisi selalu permainkan hati.

Sakitkan.

Tapi sebenarnya, kalau dapat makan bersama pun sudah cukup.

Erm.. sebenarnya,
lapar ke rindu?

HIHI.

Happy!

Someone once told me that you have to choose
What you win or lose
You can’t have everything

Don’t you take chances
You might feel the pain
Don’t you love in vain
’cause love won’t set you free

I can’t stand by the side
And watch this life pass me by
So unhappy
But safe as could be

So what if it hurts me?
So what it I break down?
So what if this world just throws me off the edge,
My feet run out of ground
I gotta find my place
I wanna hear my sound
Don’t care about all the pain in front of me
I just trying to be happy
I just wanna be happy, yeah

Holding on tightly
Just can’t let go
Just trying to play my role
Slowly disappear

But all these days
They feel like they’re they’re same
Just different faces
Different place
Get me out of here

Leona Lewis Happy lyrics found on http://www.directlyrics.com/leona-lewis-happy-lyrics.html
I can’t stand by the side
Ooh, no
And watch this life pass me by
Pass me by

So what if it hurts me?
So what if I break down?
So what if this world just throws me off the edge?
My feet run out of ground
I gotta find my place
I wanna hear my sound
Don’t care about all the pain in front of me
I’m just trying to be happy

Oh, happy
Oh

So when it turns that I can see???
This rope??
Victim??
Don’t say anything

So what if it hurts me?
So what if I break down?
So what if this world just throws me off the edge?
My feet run out of ground
I gotta find my place
I wanna hear my sound
Don’t care about all the pain in front of me
I just wanna be happy
Happy
I just wanna be
Oh
I just wanna be
Happy.

Lyrics are from DL.

Leona Lewis.

Already Gone…

Remember all the things we wanted
Now all our memories, they’re haunted
We were always meant to say goodbye
Even with our fists held high
It never would have worked out right, yeah
We were never meant for do or die…

I didn’t want us to burn out
I didn’t come here to hurt you now I can’t stop…

I want you to know
It doesn’t matter where we take this road
Someone’s gotta go
And I want you to know
You couldn’t have loved me better
But I want you to move on
So I’m already gone

Looking at you makes it harder
But I know that you’ll find another
That doesn’t always make you wanna cry
It started with the perfect kiss then
We could feel the poison set in
“Perfect” couldn’t keep this love alive
You know that I love you so
I love you enough to let you go

I want you to know
It doesn’t matter where we take this road
Someone’s gotta go
And I want you to know
You couldn’t have loved me better
But I want you to move on
So I’m already gone

I’m already gone, already gone
You can’t make it feel right
When you know that it’s wrong
I’m already gone, already gone
There’s no moving on
So I’m already gone

Ahhhh already gone, already gone, already gone
Ahhhh already gone, already gone, already gone

Remember all the things we wanted
Now all our memories, they’re haunted
We were always meant to say goodbye…

I want you to know
It doesn’t matter where we take this road
Someone’s gotta go
And I want you to know
You couldn’t have loved me better
But I want you to move on
So I’m already gone

I’m already gone, already gone
You can’t make it feel right
When you know that it’s wrong
I’m already gone, already gone
There’s no moving on,
So I’m already gone

Nak tahu tak

Kawan
Aku betul mahu bicara dengan kamu
Mahu kongsi perasaan aku
Tapi aku berkira-kira selalu
Masih mahukah kau dengar beritaku

Kawan
Dulu ingatkah, tentang dia yang kubicarakan selalu
Bersama dia yang aku mahu
Ke mana-mana setiap waktu

Kau pernah dulu
Beri sokongan biar tak padu
Manis mulutmu melagu lagu
Kisah manisku jadi modal gelakmu

Kawan
Kau pernah berkata untuk aku doamu selalu
Aku juga senang doaku bahagia itu milikmu
Dan sekarang, walau kau berlalu
Bahagia itu di kelilingmu,
Biar aku lihat dari jauh…

Kawan
Mahu betul bicara padamu
Si dia itu sudah lama tinggalkan aku
Mungkin tidakkan pernah lagi rapat denganku

Kawan
Mungkin kau tahu
Mungkin kau sedari itu
Mungkin kau masih fahami aku

Kawan
Hilang dia tak seberapa
Kalau kubanding dengan persahabatan
Yang pernah kita kongsi dahulu

Yeah. Aku rindu.

Terluka lagi?

Terluka lagi?
Kali ini aku masih boleh buat lawak
Terluka lagi?
Ya, tapi sudah kembali baik

Terluka lagi?
Ah, tak perlu nak hairan
Kalau tidak terluka
Itu bukanlah aku namanya

Tapi aku tak naklah,
Sebab dilukakan oleh orang lain,
Aku jadi mudah
Mudah betul nak lukakan hati
Hati orang lain pula

Terluka lagi?
Ahah.
Kadang-kadang
Bila aku yang melukakan
Aku juga yang terluka sama

Sedangkan kadangnya orang di sana tak terasa langsung
Kenapa aku pula yang berfikir lebih?

Letih kan.

Damn.